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Nothing seems worth mentioning at the moment. Should I go to chef school? Maybe that's what I want to do. I have this basically all-encompassing fear that I am not going to be able to survive on my own. It's moving past the anxiety of having to make a decision about what I want to study, towards this fear of leaving University/College/what have you and not having any money at all. I don't think I'll ever be living on the street or anything, but I just need money so that I can have my own life. So I can be alone, where I'm happiest. Or not happiest, really, but the place where i'm most comfortable. Which is in my own head, I guess. That sounds melodramatic, I apologise.