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I have kittens. One of the MANY neighborhood cats who loves our yard left them here and we brought them in and have been feeding/caring for them. It is good times. A little crazy. Chris is letting us keep one (and he is actually excited.
It feels strange for everyone around me to be moving into exam/summer mode while my life remains much the same.
I feel listless. Marginally unsatisfied - perhaps because since the fire my photography has continued to slide away - and trust me it was not a big enough deal to justify that.
Student loan repayments start soon and in less than a month I will be a married woman. I sometimes try to envision what it will be like for us to finally be married and living together for the rest of our life. I don't make much progress in those thoughts beyond trying to figure out how to decorate the apartment, how we will work out this plan of Chris' to read through the bible together in its entirety this year, and awkward thoughts about "relations" - overall they seem like shallow visualizations.
I like the outside - but not the bug bites.
That is all.
It feels strange for everyone around me to be moving into exam/summer mode while my life remains much the same.
I feel listless. Marginally unsatisfied - perhaps because since the fire my photography has continued to slide away - and trust me it was not a big enough deal to justify that.
Student loan repayments start soon and in less than a month I will be a married woman. I sometimes try to envision what it will be like for us to finally be married and living together for the rest of our life. I don't make much progress in those thoughts beyond trying to figure out how to decorate the apartment, how we will work out this plan of Chris' to read through the bible together in its entirety this year, and awkward thoughts about "relations" - overall they seem like shallow visualizations.
I like the outside - but not the bug bites.
That is all.