Help

Nov 02, 2005 09:50

I have pink eye in both eyes. Will whoever hates me please forgive me, please. Seriously. Ouch. I look possessed or maybe like I've been smoking or crying. I really need a hug. I mean REALLY need a hug. I realized today that I haven't had a real hug for over 7 months. Haven't had a cuddle in over a year. I have to consider a meaningless relationship soon.

I'd give anything for a digital camera. A cheap, horrible, pixeled from hell camera. Oh, and I'm fat. 25 pounds did a drive by or something. They just appeared. Stupid thyroid. So I'm fat, tired, ugly, broke, cold, and I have red eyes of doom. On top of it all I don't think anyone reads my damn journal anymore except Audi (who has never met me and is so sweet) because all I do is rant anymore.

All the things I loved, cherished, held sacred have fled from me. There is no love, freindship, romance, purity, or excitment in m
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