Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Why am I so stupid?!!! Everytime he does this I drift further out to sea, further out of reach! There's a difference between making a mistake and always setting up for catastophies. I'll take care of it! Always harshly spoken, never true. I mention the cracks which we always slip through to prevent the common mistake only to be thwarted. Then it's up to me to make up for it. Don't most men learn to eat without a bib and make it in the toilet? I'm tire of the mess. I'm becoming someone I'm not from this treatment. Depend on me no more. I thought I made it brutally clear by the miles I put between us. You you do something do it, but don't make me do it!!!!! Grr arg grrrrrr double grrrr and I'm a jerk and really angry and really tired and really crying and really ranting and have no time for grammar spelling or commas. Sigh. Can I get a witness or is everybody still shaking there heads thinking "what took her so long to see what was plain to us?" I think I'll have a quick romance. But I'm a coward and there aren't any good guys around here my age single. Eeeek.