what ever happened to a cool head?
how old am i going to be this weekend? i forget.
something is going on with my body. i feel strange.
not bad, just out of sorts. disconnected.
like a hand is tightly wrapped around my heart.
my chest is full. my head is full.
a deep breath seams impossible.
as i read this back to myself, it sounds very unpleasant.
but, somehow it's not terrible. i can't explain it.
of course i have ideas, my brain wouldn't have it any other way.
last night i had restless dreams.
what is that noise? is it in my head?
wishing you were near, ~d xo
something is going on with my body. i feel strange.
not bad, just out of sorts. disconnected.
like a hand is tightly wrapped around my heart.
my chest is full. my head is full.
a deep breath seams impossible.
as i read this back to myself, it sounds very unpleasant.
but, somehow it's not terrible. i can't explain it.
of course i have ideas, my brain wouldn't have it any other way.
last night i had restless dreams.
what is that noise? is it in my head?
wishing you were near, ~d xo