Aug 23, 2005 15:49
i'm so tired of feeling like a fuck up. no matter what i do it's not good enough. it's always been that way. i don't want to cry anymore, maybe i should get a new job. on the phone today, he told me that he doesn't want to see my face anymore. then he felt for overreacting and apologized whenever he got back to the office. the company will hurt if i leave and the transition will be hard for me too. i'm just not sure what the best thing is for everyone involved.
...and he wonders why i left...
~d xo