Why This LJ Has Become Friends Only
I have no idea if anyone even reads this anymore... if you do and you want to continue that's fine with me - lord knows this is a pathetic journal tho'
So if you don't that's cool.
And that's why I'm making this friends only. I realise that this journal of self-loathing, woe is me whining, and general misery would really upset a few certain people that I really love - and despite my whining and this stupid diesase (which I admit I am not at the point of being able to completely give up) there are people who love me. As a result I really don't want to submit them to this. For now, I'd like this... and my stats, to my dirty little secret - and that probably makes me the biggest bitch in the world in their eyes.
So no - I won't let people I love know about this because I am afraid if they know EVEYRTHING they won't love me - I prefer to be loved and supported by anon. in cyberland.
I'm sorry.
So if you don't that's cool.
And that's why I'm making this friends only. I realise that this journal of self-loathing, woe is me whining, and general misery would really upset a few certain people that I really love - and despite my whining and this stupid diesase (which I admit I am not at the point of being able to completely give up) there are people who love me. As a result I really don't want to submit them to this. For now, I'd like this... and my stats, to my dirty little secret - and that probably makes me the biggest bitch in the world in their eyes.
So no - I won't let people I love know about this because I am afraid if they know EVEYRTHING they won't love me - I prefer to be loved and supported by anon. in cyberland.
I'm sorry.