Comp died and came back to life...

Nov 12, 2006 00:57

My dad rescued the comp, hope it lasts till my MA ends.

Ok shall nt be greedy, just dun die before my presentation next week, pls pls pls...

Thanks RC for the CD, really superb... :) Liked his Migratory Bird too, now another fave, Fool's Wharf, hehe...

These lines really tugged at my heart:

我已不能回头

你要伤我多久

I am having my first r/s now, and i dun understand why i cannot enjoy it in peace. Ppl's other half give them problems in the r/s most of the time, but mine come from ppl ard me. It's like being given good food and not being allowed to enjoy it, or eating it hanging upside down.

I burnt my boat already, my friends and my mother do not understand. And I stand on the wharf amidst the biting cold of their thoughtless remarks, until he comes and take me away. Or I jump off the wharf and swim towards him.

Irony, when I listened to the song. Last week, I dreamt of being wheelchair bound and causing myself to fall into the sea, so that I can swim to the ship, where my bf was. A shark swam after me, but Heaven protected me as the shark was kept inches frm me as I struggled to swim using only my arms. When I reached the ship and was pulled up by the crew, I forgot my bf's name. Totally. Instead I uttered my previous supervisor's surname. Oh dear, this is totally insane. How bad can a swim of a few kilometres be?

Worse, why was he on the ship? Because he was getting married to someone else in a ceremony held on it.

My nightmares get really ugly when the stress levels shoot up.

熊天平:愚人码头

时间是码头
它收留我停泊
满载的渔获
原来是你我
拥抱的失落

在爱情的码头
我燃烧我的船
怕夜黑时候
你疏忽错过
我焚心等候

我已不能回头

它可愿意帮我
你在何处漂流
你在和谁厮守
我的天涯和梦要你挽救

我已不能回头

你要伤我多久
多麽愚蠢是我
多麽爱你是我
才会守着不走
你给的寂寞

才会痴痴固守
这愚人码头
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