obliteration aftermath
i just faxed our rental application to the cute belgium landlords with french accents. i really really hope we get this. i suppose we'll know our chances by the end of the day.
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lingering thoughts from last night:
listened to sublime to remember someone just a little bit longer. to get lost in who i used to be. and give respect to his influence. it's been two years and i've changed a lot since then. since my biggest worry was when i was going to have sex. when i thought love was something that didn't exist and if it did, i wanted nothing to do with it. i thought my future was at my fingertips and i could do anything. when i was susceptible to him because he told me he missed me and actually meant it. someone i had never wanted to leave and live without in my life but easily turned my backa nd walked away without looking back until time had wedged himself between us.
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lingering thoughts from last night:
listened to sublime to remember someone just a little bit longer. to get lost in who i used to be. and give respect to his influence. it's been two years and i've changed a lot since then. since my biggest worry was when i was going to have sex. when i thought love was something that didn't exist and if it did, i wanted nothing to do with it. i thought my future was at my fingertips and i could do anything. when i was susceptible to him because he told me he missed me and actually meant it. someone i had never wanted to leave and live without in my life but easily turned my backa nd walked away without looking back until time had wedged himself between us.