[Super Junior no More] 5/?
Title: Super Junior, no more
Genre: ANGST, Mystery
Rating: PG-15
Length: [5/?]
Pairing: Eunhae, Kyumin, (ex)Hanchul, (ex)KangSung
Summary: Aftermaths of Kangin's death. Suju is reduced to tears. Hankyung, Yesung, Eunhyuk are all finding it difficult to deal with their lives. Some of them worry for their own safety...
A/N: Lots of angst. Lots. Hope you like it. Comments are appreciated. <3 The first bit is the 'future' of the story (also found in part 1) and the rest is the continuation of the past. Hope this doesn't confuse any readers.
~*~*~*~* Flashforward 3 months ~*~*~*~*~
“Leeteuk had to die, his heart didn’t even belong with Super Junior any more.” The figure said coldly as he stroked the handle of his gun, his fingers savoring the touch of the cold metal.
“But how could you just kill him, how COULD YOU?” Ryeowook began crying, out of confusion and frustration, “how could you just do that.”
“Because he didn’t care about us. You saw how he acted. He gave up on us.” The figure pointed the gun at Ryeowook.
“He did not give up on us, he never did. YOU gave up on us.” Ryeowook flared, his emotions taking over his rationale, he didn’t care if the person was going to shoot him. Nothing mattered anymore. “So you killed Heechul hyung too?”
“Ahh Heechul. He shouldn’t have died, but he got annoying. He was so immature and impulsive and ann-”
“And you killed him because of that. You’re a sick sick bastard.” Ryeowook spat at his feet. The figure did nothing but let out a cold mechanical laugh.
“You changed so much…” Ryeowook shook his head in confusion… “Why did you change so much…”
~*~*~*~* Flashback to Kangin’s body in the washroom ~*~*~*~*~*
“Siwon get him out of here.” Hankyung barked at Siwon as he tried pulling at Yesung with futile attempts. Donghae and Eunhyuk were outside the washroom, Eunhyuk weeping behind Donghae as Yesung continued his screaming, the younger boy’s body was shaking in fear. The lead dancer of the group continued weeping uncontrollably at the scene before them. Shindong was calling the police outside as Yesung screamed again.
“Youngwoon ah you idiot.” Yesung lunged him arms at the unconscious boy, pulling at his arm. “Wake up yahh, you promised to take me to Japan. Idiot.”
“Hyung… come out, hyung please.” Sungmin helped push the emotionally unstable Yesung out of the washroom. Yesung pushed him away and shoved Ryeowook to the side as he continued resisting Siwon. Ryeowook crumpled into Hankyung’s arms as he started crying. Eunhyuk couldn’t take it and ran back into his room and buried himself in his pillow.
“You told me we were going to be together, yah you fucker, get up!!” Yesung broke away from Siwon’s grasp as he knelt down beside Kangin’s body. Kibum jumped out of the way as Yesung’s hands entwined with the cold hand.
“Youngwoon you said you would stop making fun of me… you and your pathetic ass on variety shows…” Hot tears streamed down Yesung’s face as he grabbed his collar, lifting him up and shaking him.
“Youngwoon you ass. Wake the fuck up.” Yesung’s pleas soon turned into whimpers as he let go of the body, his own body weakening as he collapsed on top of Kangin.
“You can’t leave me…” His fist pounding the tiles as he moaned Youngwoon’s name in grief.
“You promised me, you promised me…” Donghae started bawling at the painful sight as he darted to the living room, his hands wiping his tears away.
Hankyung couldn’t even bear to tell Siwon to pull Yesung away because that was exactly how he had reacted when he found Heechul, the man he loved.
~*~*~*~ Flashback *~*~*~*~
“HEECHUL WAKE UP. Heechul ahh wake up.” Hankyung screamed, his legs kicking in the air as Kangin and Siwon tried pulling him away. Donghae covered his mouth and darted for the bathroom, with Sungmin following him to help him.
“Hyung he’s dead, hyung.” Kangin growled but nothing made sense to Hankyung. All he knew was that his Heechul was dead and nothing else in the world mattered.
“LET ME GO.” Hankyung barked at them. “I need to go help Heechul, you guys just can’t stand here and let him die, go do something.” Hankyung tore away from Siwon but Kangin held him steady as Siwon grabbed his arm again.
Ryeowook’s sobbing echoed in the hall as he continued weeping in his room with Eunhyuk and Yesung trying to calm him down.
“Hankyung he’s dead. Breathe. Relax.” Kibum whispered faintly, his hand covered with Heechul’s blood.
“YOU TRY FUCKING RELAXING AND BREATHING.” Hankyung roared, his eyes flaring with red hot anger. “Don’t fucking tell me to relax, I’m perfectly fine right now.”
“Hyung…” Kangin held him tighter and forced him down on the floor. Hankyung’s body relaxed as the message finally sunk in. Heechul was gone, and he couldn’t do anything about it. His heart suddenly felt empty, his body felt weak and his arms felt like they weren’t his.
~*~*~*~* Present ~*~*~*~*~
“Yesung hyung…” Siwon knelt beside Yesung and grabbed his hands. Yesung flicked his arm away as his hands continued to hold onto Kangin’s. Siwon’s browns arched up as he shook his head at Yesung.
“It’s okay Wookie…” Hankyung hugged Ryeowook tighter as Ryeowook continued to weep harder, his whole body shaking violently.
“Hankyung hyung…”
Kibum leaned against the towel rack and tapped his foot rhythmically. Something was wrong. Things don’t just happen like that. Something was really wrong and it was bugging Kibum. His left eyelid began twitching. Something was definitely wrong.
“Yesung, come on the investigators are here soon.” Hankyung said calmly as he ushered Sungmin to take Ryeowook out first. “We have to clear out for them to do their work.”
Kibum and Siwon left the bathroom, leaving Hankyung with Yesung alone inside the room.
Hankyung went up and squeezed Yesung’s shoulder and patted him away. Yesung look one last look at his lover before he turned his back and walked out of the washroom with the others
~*~*~*~*~ 2 hours later *~*~*~*~*~
They certified that Kangin’s cause of death was suffocation and alcohol poisoning, likely due to the fact that his vomit blocked his mouth and he couldn’t breathe.
Yesung burst into tears after hearing the news as Siwon held onto him, being his support as his whole body crashed against the larger muscular boy.
Eunhyuk remained quiet the whole time, his head positioned at an awkward angle, his eyes void of any emotions. His body was an empty shell as the investigators continued explaining what they found out.
Shindong spoke up after the investigator stopped talking, “So it was an accident… right?”
Everyone looked at him with a confused look even though they all understood what he meant. Even the investigators understood what he meant after all the weird events happening to their group.
“Yes, his cause of death is purely accidental. Even if he had vomited and cleared his air passage, the alcohol levels in his blood would have been more then enough to kill him.”
Shindong nodded quietly as he relaxed against the couch.
“Well, we should get going now. Take it easy you guys.” The lead investigator said warmly as he patted Hankyung on the shoulder and rubbed Sungmin’s arm lightly.
“Thank you.” Hankyung choked out as he led them to the door.
~*~*~*~*~ Later that night *~*~*~*~*~
“Kyuhyun ah…” Sungmin whispered on his bed.
“What is it?”
“I love you Kyu. I just wanted to say it before its too late…” Sungmin began sobbing quietly in his arms.
“Sungmin ah what are you talking about.” Kyuhyun took a spot beside him on his bed. Sungmin held his head with his hands and sighed deeply.
“It’s just with all this shit happening, we might be next, we don’t even know what the fuck is going on…” Sungmin’s voice hinted his irritation.
“Hyung…”
“I don’t want us to be like Yesung hyung and K-” Sungmin choked on his word. Kangin seemed so far away and distant now. “Kangin… and Hankyung and Heechul hyung, y’know… I don’t want us like that…”
“Minnie…” Kyuhyun grabbed Sungmin and hugged him. He could feel Sungmin’s breath on his skin as the boy exhaled large puffs of air.
“Kyu… please don’t die.” Sungmin began crying again. His tears didn’t fall, but rather they crashed around Kyuhyun in an orchestra, a symphony of pleas and concerns. Kyuhyun held him tighter. Part of him wished that he could tell Sungmin everything would be okay, but frankly, both of them knew that things weren’t okay. Things were very wrong.
~*~*~*~ Meanwhile *~*~*~*~*~
“Donghae ah… remember how you said you would never change?” Eunhyuk said solemnly.
“When did I say that?” Donghae looked confused, his eyes shifting as he tried searching his brain.
“Remember that time Junsu and I made you cry when you were going to debut and we kept saying you would change?” Eunhyuk looked up at the ceiling, Donghae wrapped his arms around Eunhyuk.
“I’m glad you didn’t change.” Eunhyuk looked at Donghae as his arms tightened around the dancer. He was already sound asleep, his hair covering up his swollen eyes.
Would you still hold me like this if you knew my shame… Hae… I…
Eunhyuk lost his train of thought when Donghae whimpered in his sleep. Together they laid down on the bed and Eunhyuk covered them with the quilt.
Maybe… no I can’t tell him… he’ll hate me… he’ll never be the same to me…
Genre: ANGST, Mystery
Rating: PG-15
Length: [5/?]
Pairing: Eunhae, Kyumin, (ex)Hanchul, (ex)KangSung
Summary: Aftermaths of Kangin's death. Suju is reduced to tears. Hankyung, Yesung, Eunhyuk are all finding it difficult to deal with their lives. Some of them worry for their own safety...
A/N: Lots of angst. Lots. Hope you like it. Comments are appreciated. <3 The first bit is the 'future' of the story (also found in part 1) and the rest is the continuation of the past. Hope this doesn't confuse any readers.
~*~*~*~* Flashforward 3 months ~*~*~*~*~
“Leeteuk had to die, his heart didn’t even belong with Super Junior any more.” The figure said coldly as he stroked the handle of his gun, his fingers savoring the touch of the cold metal.
“But how could you just kill him, how COULD YOU?” Ryeowook began crying, out of confusion and frustration, “how could you just do that.”
“Because he didn’t care about us. You saw how he acted. He gave up on us.” The figure pointed the gun at Ryeowook.
“He did not give up on us, he never did. YOU gave up on us.” Ryeowook flared, his emotions taking over his rationale, he didn’t care if the person was going to shoot him. Nothing mattered anymore. “So you killed Heechul hyung too?”
“Ahh Heechul. He shouldn’t have died, but he got annoying. He was so immature and impulsive and ann-”
“And you killed him because of that. You’re a sick sick bastard.” Ryeowook spat at his feet. The figure did nothing but let out a cold mechanical laugh.
“You changed so much…” Ryeowook shook his head in confusion… “Why did you change so much…”
~*~*~*~* Flashback to Kangin’s body in the washroom ~*~*~*~*~*
“Siwon get him out of here.” Hankyung barked at Siwon as he tried pulling at Yesung with futile attempts. Donghae and Eunhyuk were outside the washroom, Eunhyuk weeping behind Donghae as Yesung continued his screaming, the younger boy’s body was shaking in fear. The lead dancer of the group continued weeping uncontrollably at the scene before them. Shindong was calling the police outside as Yesung screamed again.
“Youngwoon ah you idiot.” Yesung lunged him arms at the unconscious boy, pulling at his arm. “Wake up yahh, you promised to take me to Japan. Idiot.”
“Hyung… come out, hyung please.” Sungmin helped push the emotionally unstable Yesung out of the washroom. Yesung pushed him away and shoved Ryeowook to the side as he continued resisting Siwon. Ryeowook crumpled into Hankyung’s arms as he started crying. Eunhyuk couldn’t take it and ran back into his room and buried himself in his pillow.
“You told me we were going to be together, yah you fucker, get up!!” Yesung broke away from Siwon’s grasp as he knelt down beside Kangin’s body. Kibum jumped out of the way as Yesung’s hands entwined with the cold hand.
“Youngwoon you said you would stop making fun of me… you and your pathetic ass on variety shows…” Hot tears streamed down Yesung’s face as he grabbed his collar, lifting him up and shaking him.
“Youngwoon you ass. Wake the fuck up.” Yesung’s pleas soon turned into whimpers as he let go of the body, his own body weakening as he collapsed on top of Kangin.
“You can’t leave me…” His fist pounding the tiles as he moaned Youngwoon’s name in grief.
“You promised me, you promised me…” Donghae started bawling at the painful sight as he darted to the living room, his hands wiping his tears away.
Hankyung couldn’t even bear to tell Siwon to pull Yesung away because that was exactly how he had reacted when he found Heechul, the man he loved.
~*~*~*~ Flashback *~*~*~*~
“HEECHUL WAKE UP. Heechul ahh wake up.” Hankyung screamed, his legs kicking in the air as Kangin and Siwon tried pulling him away. Donghae covered his mouth and darted for the bathroom, with Sungmin following him to help him.
“Hyung he’s dead, hyung.” Kangin growled but nothing made sense to Hankyung. All he knew was that his Heechul was dead and nothing else in the world mattered.
“LET ME GO.” Hankyung barked at them. “I need to go help Heechul, you guys just can’t stand here and let him die, go do something.” Hankyung tore away from Siwon but Kangin held him steady as Siwon grabbed his arm again.
Ryeowook’s sobbing echoed in the hall as he continued weeping in his room with Eunhyuk and Yesung trying to calm him down.
“Hankyung he’s dead. Breathe. Relax.” Kibum whispered faintly, his hand covered with Heechul’s blood.
“YOU TRY FUCKING RELAXING AND BREATHING.” Hankyung roared, his eyes flaring with red hot anger. “Don’t fucking tell me to relax, I’m perfectly fine right now.”
“Hyung…” Kangin held him tighter and forced him down on the floor. Hankyung’s body relaxed as the message finally sunk in. Heechul was gone, and he couldn’t do anything about it. His heart suddenly felt empty, his body felt weak and his arms felt like they weren’t his.
~*~*~*~* Present ~*~*~*~*~
“Yesung hyung…” Siwon knelt beside Yesung and grabbed his hands. Yesung flicked his arm away as his hands continued to hold onto Kangin’s. Siwon’s browns arched up as he shook his head at Yesung.
“It’s okay Wookie…” Hankyung hugged Ryeowook tighter as Ryeowook continued to weep harder, his whole body shaking violently.
“Hankyung hyung…”
Kibum leaned against the towel rack and tapped his foot rhythmically. Something was wrong. Things don’t just happen like that. Something was really wrong and it was bugging Kibum. His left eyelid began twitching. Something was definitely wrong.
“Yesung, come on the investigators are here soon.” Hankyung said calmly as he ushered Sungmin to take Ryeowook out first. “We have to clear out for them to do their work.”
Kibum and Siwon left the bathroom, leaving Hankyung with Yesung alone inside the room.
Hankyung went up and squeezed Yesung’s shoulder and patted him away. Yesung look one last look at his lover before he turned his back and walked out of the washroom with the others
~*~*~*~*~ 2 hours later *~*~*~*~*~
They certified that Kangin’s cause of death was suffocation and alcohol poisoning, likely due to the fact that his vomit blocked his mouth and he couldn’t breathe.
Yesung burst into tears after hearing the news as Siwon held onto him, being his support as his whole body crashed against the larger muscular boy.
Eunhyuk remained quiet the whole time, his head positioned at an awkward angle, his eyes void of any emotions. His body was an empty shell as the investigators continued explaining what they found out.
Shindong spoke up after the investigator stopped talking, “So it was an accident… right?”
Everyone looked at him with a confused look even though they all understood what he meant. Even the investigators understood what he meant after all the weird events happening to their group.
“Yes, his cause of death is purely accidental. Even if he had vomited and cleared his air passage, the alcohol levels in his blood would have been more then enough to kill him.”
Shindong nodded quietly as he relaxed against the couch.
“Well, we should get going now. Take it easy you guys.” The lead investigator said warmly as he patted Hankyung on the shoulder and rubbed Sungmin’s arm lightly.
“Thank you.” Hankyung choked out as he led them to the door.
~*~*~*~*~ Later that night *~*~*~*~*~
“Kyuhyun ah…” Sungmin whispered on his bed.
“What is it?”
“I love you Kyu. I just wanted to say it before its too late…” Sungmin began sobbing quietly in his arms.
“Sungmin ah what are you talking about.” Kyuhyun took a spot beside him on his bed. Sungmin held his head with his hands and sighed deeply.
“It’s just with all this shit happening, we might be next, we don’t even know what the fuck is going on…” Sungmin’s voice hinted his irritation.
“Hyung…”
“I don’t want us to be like Yesung hyung and K-” Sungmin choked on his word. Kangin seemed so far away and distant now. “Kangin… and Hankyung and Heechul hyung, y’know… I don’t want us like that…”
“Minnie…” Kyuhyun grabbed Sungmin and hugged him. He could feel Sungmin’s breath on his skin as the boy exhaled large puffs of air.
“Kyu… please don’t die.” Sungmin began crying again. His tears didn’t fall, but rather they crashed around Kyuhyun in an orchestra, a symphony of pleas and concerns. Kyuhyun held him tighter. Part of him wished that he could tell Sungmin everything would be okay, but frankly, both of them knew that things weren’t okay. Things were very wrong.
~*~*~*~ Meanwhile *~*~*~*~*~
“Donghae ah… remember how you said you would never change?” Eunhyuk said solemnly.
“When did I say that?” Donghae looked confused, his eyes shifting as he tried searching his brain.
“Remember that time Junsu and I made you cry when you were going to debut and we kept saying you would change?” Eunhyuk looked up at the ceiling, Donghae wrapped his arms around Eunhyuk.
“I’m glad you didn’t change.” Eunhyuk looked at Donghae as his arms tightened around the dancer. He was already sound asleep, his hair covering up his swollen eyes.
Would you still hold me like this if you knew my shame… Hae… I…
Eunhyuk lost his train of thought when Donghae whimpered in his sleep. Together they laid down on the bed and Eunhyuk covered them with the quilt.
Maybe… no I can’t tell him… he’ll hate me… he’ll never be the same to me…