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long story short
there's this guy i really like, he's an old friend from elementary, and we were sorta like, he was pretty much one of my better friends despite us never really bonding or talking or stuff like that.
ran into him again this year, and we clicked again, and now we're pretty good friends, and i'm really really happy i got to rekindle our friendship
there are things here and there, little touches, small pokes, him always making fun of me, me bugging the living daylight out of him, harmless flirting, even though it's not really flirting, but just friendly interactions.
and i've been dreaming about him pretty often back then, but then it's sorta stopped and im glad i can move on and only treat him as one of my better friends. bff tells me he's had a few dreams where he sees me and him together and im like, fuck you whatever
story is gonna end soon, and i still really really care for him, everything's so dreamy and wispy and surreal, it's almost like i'm floating on a cloud, drifting away endlessly with only the wind to dictate where i go
love is that tangent i'm not willing to take, not with him, because that's how much i cherish him, i'm not willing to put the friendship in jepordy because of my stupidity
there's this guy i really like, he's an old friend from elementary, and we were sorta like, he was pretty much one of my better friends despite us never really bonding or talking or stuff like that.
ran into him again this year, and we clicked again, and now we're pretty good friends, and i'm really really happy i got to rekindle our friendship
there are things here and there, little touches, small pokes, him always making fun of me, me bugging the living daylight out of him, harmless flirting, even though it's not really flirting, but just friendly interactions.
and i've been dreaming about him pretty often back then, but then it's sorta stopped and im glad i can move on and only treat him as one of my better friends. bff tells me he's had a few dreams where he sees me and him together and im like, fuck you whatever
story is gonna end soon, and i still really really care for him, everything's so dreamy and wispy and surreal, it's almost like i'm floating on a cloud, drifting away endlessly with only the wind to dictate where i go
love is that tangent i'm not willing to take, not with him, because that's how much i cherish him, i'm not willing to put the friendship in jepordy because of my stupidity