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[dandanfung]

I am so fucking useless.

I like him, and it really seems like there is something mutual lingering between us. I want to believe that there is something mutual between us, and that maybe it might work out.

But what if everything is merely a fabrication of what I want it to be... and that all of this is an illusion.

Then I'd end up losing him as a friend/younger brother.

But I really like him.

I am so fucking useless.

Nonetheless, we're both putting in to the friendship, and this friendship is definately something I'm not going to risk no matter what.

It just that...

Fuck.

God.