Jul 04, 2010 22:14
I remember when I first listened to Super Junior, it was It's You, and I was being a biased fangirl towards Sungin and Yesung.
But Kangin's voice immediately stood out to me. I heard his voice, I liked it, and from that moment on whenever Kangin sang, I already knew it was him because his voice was unique compared to the other members. It was strong, deep, caring, just like Kangin himself.
He left.
I will never forget the EHB moments, the liquid ammonia, the pants pulling on Hyukjae, the underwater experiment where he pushed away both Yesung and Hankyung, the two breaths of air he gave Hyukjae before Hyukkie reached for Sungmin.
I will never forget how he pretended to be mad at Heechul to egg on HyukWook, getting them to cry for that episode for the tear collection.
I will never forget how caring he is with his members. I remember they said that Kangin would borrow money from them, but he'd always buy them gifts if he didn't return the money.
I remember on WeGotMarried, how he was so caring towards his wife, how he always valued her, cared for her, even bought her the blankets despite their money. True, it's a show, but I believe that is who Kangin really is. Someone who is kind, caring and loving. I won't forget how he called Kyuhyun, wanting to meet him even though his wifey got mad.
I won't forget the Kangin in that poofy clown costume during Super Show, how he flailed around, being mean to Yesung, how he played with Shindong, how he frolicked around on stage with Leeteuk. I won't forget the time where he held onto Kyuhyun, crying on stage.
I won't forget Intimate Note. The coke-spitting, the twirling with Sungmin landing in the bush, the charades where they won the pork cutlets, the relay where they were bound together by their backpacks. I won't forget all the Kangin and Sungmin moments.
I've watched too many Kangmin moments, and I honestly, honestly believed that Kangin and Sungmin had something special, fanservice or not. Sungmin never lifted his head up for most of the photos...
Kangin. I know I'll be waiting for you. 2 years pass by quickly, my feelings for you will never change.
EDIT: Part 2 sometime later, parents are being annoying about me crying over Kangin...
m: kangin,
my life,
im going to cry,
i cry too much,
kangin means the world to me