[What I Want]

Jun 01, 2010 09:22

Title: What I Want
Pairing: MinWook, past!Kangmin, past!Kyumin
Genre: Romance, pinch of angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryeowook writes another entry about Sungmin in his diary.
A/N: Blah. Been a while since I wrote. This was done in 10 minutes, unedited. All on LJ (not even spellchecked by microsoft word). Needs to be posted because I want it.

Hyung. Have you ever wondered why they've been making us sing together, like in Sorry Sorry... we always sang consecutively, and now we even have parts that we sing together.

I bet you never figured that I requested it... secretly of course, so that we could practice more together even though you had to perform Hong Gil Dong. Of course, I persuaded them from a professional point of view, saying that our voices match well and naturally our pitch execute the lines perfectly (which is true, by the way).

I don't mean any harm, really. I just want to spend more time with you, be closer with you, pretend to fall asleep on your shoulder during the long rides home. Snuggle with you whenever I pretend I can't sleep and I get to crawl into your bed.

Hyung. I've liked you for a very very long time. But after seeing what happened with Kangin hyung, and then Kyuhyunnie... I'm scared.

But that doesn't mean I won't stay close to you. And besides, you never seem to mind me the way you mind the others. You never push me away like Eunhyuk hyung whenever he tries hugging you, or you never hesistate to lend me your electronic gadgets like when Donghae hyung asks you. You never say no when I ask you to go out and drink with me, the way you would reject Kangin hyung or Kyuhyun. You wouldn't even say no to me when I ask you to help me with the dance moves like you would with Yesung. Whenever I want someone to talk with, you're always there for me (but you push away Heechul hyung and Shindong hyung).

I feel special.

Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself, and I'm just a little brother. Like your real little brother... except I don't want to be a little brother. I want to be with you, I want to be yours. I want you to be mine.

Hyung. I want you.

Will you ever read this and find out that I want you?

romance, m: ryeowook

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