Apr 15, 2010 14:43
Goodbye fandom. It's been nice.
Some people I've met here via miracle___ are real sweethearts, and I cherish the friendships I've made with each of you (some broken ones, but I still value them).
I would name people, but you know who you are, so msg me on msn because I don't want to lose contact with you guys. Mei, aki, jess, han, chelsea, pinefire, beccy, justin, alice, yeonnie, cloudcloud, diane, mollie, ohgod the list goes on, and and I can't feel my feelings anymore. I'm too happy right now. Just, msg me online, seriously, if you don't... I'll start crying and I'll msg you and whine and bug you. Because I'm clingy like that.
Oh and silent readers. It breaks my heart that I fail as a writer and I don't deserve a comment, since people have been randomly adding me for a while, I would think that they added to follow some of my pieces (I doubt it's because of my moodswinging rants). So, maybe you should speak up more often, because every comment I receive acts like a little block of confidence in my heart. And I need confidence for my writing or else I feel like I can't execute it.
It's been a nice ride, I've arrived at my stop. This is the end of fandom writing, except maybe Hierarchies. I still like that piece so I think I would continue it no matter what. Oh, and spontaneous one shots, because I'm weird like that. DNWorry, I still remember that EunHae piece for aki, and other pieces I owe people.
Thank you, my friends. I love you guys a lot. Super Junior still holds a piece of my heart, but now I need to go away from this fandom. Only fitting that I use a Haemin icon as I leave.
Original Fiction. Here I go.
PS. I'll be back when 4th album comes out. I'm 80% sure, I think.
A/N: I'm hesitating as the arrow hovers over the post button. I think this is going to be one of the memorable clicks in my life. After clicking on Boys Generation performance to find Sungmin, oh and my earlier decision today to click on Rhapsody in E Major. Ethan, Ryan, Alan, John, Brendan, Alicia from that story makes me so happy.
EDIT: I know I'm a drama queen. I'll probably be back sooner or later. I moodswing too much for my own liking. But I'm determined to not come back to the fandom for a while. But just in case that fails, at least I can say "I knew it was going to happen, I even called it after a few minutes of my post".
Reason? Because I'm lame like that.
Oh, I was thinking, the only thing that might make me come back immediately is if Sungmin has a haircut and I really like it (which I probably will). Or if Min/Sung get another musical casting, then I'll flip out of my seat in joy and squeal and come hopping back like a bunny.
I highly doubt the lattter will happen. So maybe the former will be nice to me? Off to write another chappie of Hierarchies.
my life