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[dandan121]

some of my older journal entries.
i just read a few.
they kinda make me want to shoot who i was.
they make me want to walk my old self into the woods and shoot him dead.
and yet, i havent really changed so much.
which bothers me alittle.
but not that much.

i liked my weekend.
it was alot of fun.
with the exception of the semi formal.
we had a speaker on abstinence and stuff, it was really good surprisingly.
i think im going to stay single for a while.
of course i always say that.
but i really want to become more independent.
i have become more independent, actualy since shortly after nick honestly.
and i made myself mature up alot especially over the summer.
my goal: independence.
but then,
how can you be independent without losing friends?
wihtout losing close relationships?
i think i cn do it.
i certainly have been doing it.
im actually forming deeper relationships with people
without being dependent on them.
weird.
for me at least.
anyways.
those are my thoughts.
if you actually read them then im impressed.