for the future.
college is the most ridiculous thing. i can't get over how ridiculous my life is.
first off. i got cast as Hope Cladwell in Urinetown!!! yay!!! yay!!! yay!!! It is my favorite show and I have wanted the part since I saw the show when I was like 16 (i know such a long time ago lol). The dates of the show are April 13-16 at Bucknell University. come see it!!! Also, I have to admit Gary and Michelle really know their musical theatre so be really really happy that we are all lucky enough to have them in our lives. I can't wait for the show to start... rehearsals start in two weeks... soooo basically we'll be working on it all semester yay!! oh and the boy who played opposite me in spring awakening is playing opposite me in this too. which is fantastic because i am so so so so comfortable with him and we work fantastically together and he's a senior so this is my last opportunity for him to be my leading man.
second. i am a little lost right now due to the fact that my girlfriends are all in crew and all have practice at 6:00 am everyday and 9:00 am on saturday. so they don't stay up late anymore and they don't go out on friday. this is a big dilemma and i find that i am becoming one of the guys. and i don't mind that. it reminds me a lot of home because one of the guys is gay and two of them i've hooked up with....lol i love it. also, i am making friends with some older people and people who are outside of my best girlfriends here but it still is Just so difficult because i feel left out. they do everything together and i am a sort of an afterthought at times. like if they all go to a crew party i have nothing to do but if i went to a theater or a cappella party they all still have each other... ya see? tis a puzzlement.
third. i am sick. i skipped all my classes today and slept, hence why i am up now. i did not change or leave the confines of mcdonnell hall all day long. it was wonderful. tomorrow though is back into the swing of things.
fourth. i hate being stage manager for this show. i can't wait until The Lover is over. ok i tried it and i don't have it in me lol i Just don't like it. i give the sheehan sisters mad props because i don't know how they do it lol.
fifth. i hooked up with a friend and it was awkward but not... i dunno. he's immature and ridiculous but a great guy and a really good kisser.lol at some point in the next four years we might have a really good relationship but definitely not right now. oh and i decided unless someone super-amazing-can't live without comes along i don't need the hassle of a boyfriend right now. i mean don't get me wrong it would be great but unless it feels totally awesome i'm not gonna do it and i'm not even going to be a serial hook up-er. cuz we all know i've done that one too many times and i'm done with that. period.
sixth. we had a bachelor party for david this weekend. he is now officially dating margaret... the upperclassmen who lives on his hall and is not allowed to date anyone on the hall because it is in her contract for her Job... i don't have romantic feelings for david anymore but my biggest fear when we were together was that he would cheat with margaret and now they are dating it's really awkward for me to watch that no matter what. i feel really weird watching them together.... but david and i are great friends and he has taken on the role of watching out for me and such which i appreciate a lot.
seventh. last night all my guy friends went to smoke pot outside. and i was sitting in the hallway and the smell of pot started coming through the heating vents in the hall and soon the entire building smelled like pot! so my friend tara and i quickly called them to tell them to stop doing that because all the RAs could smell it. but they said they were smoking outside so it made no sense as to why the whole building reeked... turns out they were outside by where the vent is that sucks all the air from the outside to the heater lol they are so stupid. thankfully, no one figured out it was them but needless to say they will never smoke up there again.
eighth. i am applying to be a Junior Fellow for the Arts College and the interview process has begun. i want it so bad i can taste it and so do seven other people from the college. that's a problem because there are only three spots. yikes yikes yikes. i really have to step up my game if i want the position. hopefully that will all work out.
ninth. i feel like i bitched a lot in this entry. but even so. a bad day here is still pretty freaking awesome.
first off. i got cast as Hope Cladwell in Urinetown!!! yay!!! yay!!! yay!!! It is my favorite show and I have wanted the part since I saw the show when I was like 16 (i know such a long time ago lol). The dates of the show are April 13-16 at Bucknell University. come see it!!! Also, I have to admit Gary and Michelle really know their musical theatre so be really really happy that we are all lucky enough to have them in our lives. I can't wait for the show to start... rehearsals start in two weeks... soooo basically we'll be working on it all semester yay!! oh and the boy who played opposite me in spring awakening is playing opposite me in this too. which is fantastic because i am so so so so comfortable with him and we work fantastically together and he's a senior so this is my last opportunity for him to be my leading man.
second. i am a little lost right now due to the fact that my girlfriends are all in crew and all have practice at 6:00 am everyday and 9:00 am on saturday. so they don't stay up late anymore and they don't go out on friday. this is a big dilemma and i find that i am becoming one of the guys. and i don't mind that. it reminds me a lot of home because one of the guys is gay and two of them i've hooked up with....lol i love it. also, i am making friends with some older people and people who are outside of my best girlfriends here but it still is Just so difficult because i feel left out. they do everything together and i am a sort of an afterthought at times. like if they all go to a crew party i have nothing to do but if i went to a theater or a cappella party they all still have each other... ya see? tis a puzzlement.
third. i am sick. i skipped all my classes today and slept, hence why i am up now. i did not change or leave the confines of mcdonnell hall all day long. it was wonderful. tomorrow though is back into the swing of things.
fourth. i hate being stage manager for this show. i can't wait until The Lover is over. ok i tried it and i don't have it in me lol i Just don't like it. i give the sheehan sisters mad props because i don't know how they do it lol.
fifth. i hooked up with a friend and it was awkward but not... i dunno. he's immature and ridiculous but a great guy and a really good kisser.lol at some point in the next four years we might have a really good relationship but definitely not right now. oh and i decided unless someone super-amazing-can't live without comes along i don't need the hassle of a boyfriend right now. i mean don't get me wrong it would be great but unless it feels totally awesome i'm not gonna do it and i'm not even going to be a serial hook up-er. cuz we all know i've done that one too many times and i'm done with that. period.
sixth. we had a bachelor party for david this weekend. he is now officially dating margaret... the upperclassmen who lives on his hall and is not allowed to date anyone on the hall because it is in her contract for her Job... i don't have romantic feelings for david anymore but my biggest fear when we were together was that he would cheat with margaret and now they are dating it's really awkward for me to watch that no matter what. i feel really weird watching them together.... but david and i are great friends and he has taken on the role of watching out for me and such which i appreciate a lot.
seventh. last night all my guy friends went to smoke pot outside. and i was sitting in the hallway and the smell of pot started coming through the heating vents in the hall and soon the entire building smelled like pot! so my friend tara and i quickly called them to tell them to stop doing that because all the RAs could smell it. but they said they were smoking outside so it made no sense as to why the whole building reeked... turns out they were outside by where the vent is that sucks all the air from the outside to the heater lol they are so stupid. thankfully, no one figured out it was them but needless to say they will never smoke up there again.
eighth. i am applying to be a Junior Fellow for the Arts College and the interview process has begun. i want it so bad i can taste it and so do seven other people from the college. that's a problem because there are only three spots. yikes yikes yikes. i really have to step up my game if i want the position. hopefully that will all work out.
ninth. i feel like i bitched a lot in this entry. but even so. a bad day here is still pretty freaking awesome.