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I'm pretty much ready to bury myself in the lies I get into.
I want it all to end AND I want it to just happen. WHY do I havta work for it? WHY do I screw up good things, am I honestly that scared?
I need alone time. I can feel it catching up to me, I work way too much. The paychecks are good, but its all I have to show for it.
I need to get my thoughts together and figure out what I want, screw what other ppl think for once, WHY do I base my life on what another says. Its my life dang it!
I need sleep.
"I got to get away
Get away from all of my mistakes"...
"And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at"...
"And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want"...
"I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you"
I want it all to end AND I want it to just happen. WHY do I havta work for it? WHY do I screw up good things, am I honestly that scared?
I need alone time. I can feel it catching up to me, I work way too much. The paychecks are good, but its all I have to show for it.
I need to get my thoughts together and figure out what I want, screw what other ppl think for once, WHY do I base my life on what another says. Its my life dang it!
I need sleep.
"I got to get away
Get away from all of my mistakes"...
"And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don’t want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at"...
"And every trace of momentum is gone
And this isn’t turning out the way I want"...
"I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you"