Shock
Yes, I am actually putting in a journal entry. I don't do them very often for I don't generally have much that I feel like sharing/talking about. I could go more into the whys but that would be into another journal entry. Anyway onto the real reason of the entry.
I have been having a series of dreams since about the time I started College where I was going to class and trying to get my homework done. I always seemed to have been overwhelmed into what ever subject it was. I had a brief respite from these dreams when I finished University which made me think that the two were related. However, after a couple of years, they came back. I never really gave them much thought for I just thought it was just some anxiety based on some unfinished business. Well, last night, the dream was different. I had finished all of the work and I was waiting for what I assumed to be my degree. This is where the dream ended. When I finally became cognitive of what had happened, I had a think about what the dream might of meant to me. And this is where it gets interesting. I have always felt that I had a greater purpose in life. In fact when I was a teenager I couldn't wait to get to the purpose. After a time, I discovered that there were a few things that I had to do and experience, before I could get to that point of greater purpose and I suspect a few dreams were part of this as well. I have really felt that in the last several months that things were starting to come together and that more was to come. I am starting to some of the links in my life and how they correlate. I am not sure where the next move is to, but I am ready. I am looking forward to some of the experiences and the people that will be part of them. I am fairly certain that my roleplaying like in AOA will be a factor, for just like in the game everything has a purpose. Anyway, I will try to keep you all posted.
I have been having a series of dreams since about the time I started College where I was going to class and trying to get my homework done. I always seemed to have been overwhelmed into what ever subject it was. I had a brief respite from these dreams when I finished University which made me think that the two were related. However, after a couple of years, they came back. I never really gave them much thought for I just thought it was just some anxiety based on some unfinished business. Well, last night, the dream was different. I had finished all of the work and I was waiting for what I assumed to be my degree. This is where the dream ended. When I finally became cognitive of what had happened, I had a think about what the dream might of meant to me. And this is where it gets interesting. I have always felt that I had a greater purpose in life. In fact when I was a teenager I couldn't wait to get to the purpose. After a time, I discovered that there were a few things that I had to do and experience, before I could get to that point of greater purpose and I suspect a few dreams were part of this as well. I have really felt that in the last several months that things were starting to come together and that more was to come. I am starting to some of the links in my life and how they correlate. I am not sure where the next move is to, but I am ready. I am looking forward to some of the experiences and the people that will be part of them. I am fairly certain that my roleplaying like in AOA will be a factor, for just like in the game everything has a purpose. Anyway, I will try to keep you all posted.