Jan 11, 2006 16:04
Brandi has been gone for the past two weeks so Sarah has been teaching her classes. There is no way Sarah could teach hip hop so instead she's been giving us conditioning classes. They are great! Supposedly Ms. Connie gave Yvette a really good class yesterday since she was the only one there. I really wish I could've gone, I could really use a class like that, but I had to go back to the orthodontist when I was never supposed to have to go back again. My space maintainer broke so they had to take molds to fit it to my teeth. I went back later so they could actually glue it in and the cotton got stuck in the cement! After finally getting all the cotton out they had to take another mold so they can make me a new retainer. The mold started setting as soon as she got it in my mouth, so she had to redo it. Then she put vaseline all over my mouth. EW!!! Now my tongue is going to be raw on the side because the space maintainer is rough. They piss me off so much!!! At this point I just want to get the implants so I can get rid of these space maintainers and will never have to go back again!!
I need to dance, actually dance. Not just conditioning or a ballet class where you do barre and short combinations. I need to learn a dance, practice it nonstop, and perform! I need to turn, I need to jump, I need to lift my leg in the air to the point where it can't go any higher. I need to feel the music pulsing through my body, each step I take, every move I perform. I need to feel the thrill of doing a dance the very best you have ever done it. I need to feel the pain and shortness of breath that comes after working hard. I need to be surrounded by people who care and will work just as hard. I just need to dance.