scared of the future

[dancinstarlite]

Me and Matt were cleaning my room and packed all my stuff today. And than I found it, I had to didn't I.I found my dad's funeral things...all the cards people wrote. I couldn't stop reading them. I started franticly crying matt held me and told me to stop reading them. I hope when I die people will have such great things to say about me. Hopefully I will make something of myself. I wish my dad was here to help me through it. I think I will go to St. Pete to go see him before I start college. I want matt to go. He said he will. it's kind of like my dad's approval.

Enough with the sad stuff. I'm in mike's room waiting for him to get home to go to orientation.
I'll be back thursday nite!