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[dancinstar5]

To be completely honest i don't know where to start. I guess i just wanted to grow up so fast and not even think about what was going on around me. i guess i am just pathetic but so be it, you know. there is nothing else i can do about it. Thats someones honest opinion of me and they are totally intitled to feeling that way. life will go on you

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[smpathetcdesire]

"there is nothing else i can do about it." you could've, you just gave up. I hope you get your SAT's or ACT's in and going and you catch up, I just hope you're not basing the not having it done part on me. If you think that you need your space to do this stuff, to get caught up on life, then so be it. You look happy now, you smiled.. which you didn't do much with me. So all in all, I hope your new year is off to a wonderful start, but don't blame me about distraction, you know I understood your situations, i told you i did, i showed you i did. If ignoring me is your goal right now, then so be it, do what you can to not be distracted.. but your new year will be completely without me, you said you wanted that. I guess im too much of a distraction considering we never even hung out or talked.. since you said it though, i've been trying to get in last words, let you know how i feel... let you know what i wanted you to know just never got to put it out, and im done with it. I didn't finish, but it doesnt matter. have a great life, a great new year, i hope your love for your friends and their love for you lasts. this may be my last attempt of communication with you, ever. i didn't want it to turn out like this, i actually even wanted to still be friends if something turned out wrong, but it turned down the worst path possible, so... .good.bye. unless you actually want to talk

i respect your decision, you're your own person, what else could i do right?

[smpathetcdesire]

adding onto that, im just saying im sorry for being a bad boyfriend,for "restricting you", any feelings you thought i didnt have, for not caring enough, for not being there enough, for not trying hard enough, any time wasted, anythign i prevented you from doing, everything... etc, im sorry i was horrible person to you, if that's what you tink. its all yours now and you dont gotta care about what i care about.. your liberated, i hope you incredibly happy