here i am

Apr 22, 2005 17:16

soo....ummm....update on my life...

school sux dik....drivers ed sux even more...and umm....i don't like ne one of my teachers sept mrs cain and mr falzone...

me and andy are ok...things are gettin kinda shaky now..but i'm tryin to pull thru...

dance is gettin there...its really startin to come along!! and i'm so excited...i got 2 good things goin in my life rite now...friends and dance!! i'm more than excited about competition and havin (hopefully) most of my friends there...at least the ones that i know really care about me and support me enough to go will..so we shall see...

my rents are 'getting back together'....they're buyin a new house and then he's movin back in...yay for me....not....

well i guess i'm done for now...things are less than perfect but i'm managing...bye

"would u know my name if i saw u in heaven"

workin on life's ups and downs....jess

"And now I'm all alone again
Nowhere to go no one to turn to,
Did not want your money sir
I came out here coz i was told to
And now the night is near
Now I can make believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night
When everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy
With the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed
And I can live inside my head.

On my own
Pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him till morning
Without him
I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
And he has found me

In the rain the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me for ever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say, there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere
The streets are full of strangers

I love him
But every day I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness
That I have never known!

I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own. "
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