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i feel like such an ass...
i went to the funeral services and i couldn't stay...i took one look at kevin's face and i just..burst into tears..it wasn't him.at all...not the kevin i once knew..i started shaking and goin thru a breakdown and i asked my mom to take me home..i spent most of my time out in the lobby area with jamie..i just couldn't do it..and i feel like an ass cuz i couldn't stay to be there with my dad..
plus goin home...i thought it'd get my mind off things if i went to do wumn..and since meghen said she had an extra ticket..i decided to go to the dance..well i get there..she doesn't answer her cell so the teachers ppl let me go in for 2 minutes to find her..i find her and she gave my ticket away..so i went back out and asked my mom for sum money..got back in..and about 10 minutes later meghen decides that she's just gonna leave...just leave..she was the whole reason i went there...and she just left..she told me she'd be there for me at the dance..and she just up and fuckin left..i'm sorry ..but thats shady and low............
i cried my self to sleep last nite...kelsey didn't notice but thats a good thing...i don't need ppl thinkin they need to worry about me now..i hate that feelin ne ways..
well i'm off to do sum homework with mandy..bye
"its heartache every moment..with you.."
fallen on bad times again
jess
i went to the funeral services and i couldn't stay...i took one look at kevin's face and i just..burst into tears..it wasn't him.at all...not the kevin i once knew..i started shaking and goin thru a breakdown and i asked my mom to take me home..i spent most of my time out in the lobby area with jamie..i just couldn't do it..and i feel like an ass cuz i couldn't stay to be there with my dad..
plus goin home...i thought it'd get my mind off things if i went to do wumn..and since meghen said she had an extra ticket..i decided to go to the dance..well i get there..she doesn't answer her cell so the teachers ppl let me go in for 2 minutes to find her..i find her and she gave my ticket away..so i went back out and asked my mom for sum money..got back in..and about 10 minutes later meghen decides that she's just gonna leave...just leave..she was the whole reason i went there...and she just left..she told me she'd be there for me at the dance..and she just up and fuckin left..i'm sorry ..but thats shady and low............
i cried my self to sleep last nite...kelsey didn't notice but thats a good thing...i don't need ppl thinkin they need to worry about me now..i hate that feelin ne ways..
well i'm off to do sum homework with mandy..bye
"its heartache every moment..with you.."
fallen on bad times again
jess