Sep 02, 2004 14:41
What a day...Im so sad that I never saw trisha because I am wearing a
CUTE green shirt that I borrowed form my friends lil sis! Ill wear it
again...Well, I have dance today...ballet to be exact! Im so much
fatter than all of those skinny little nothings and I get really
worried when I can only
wear a black leotard and pink tights to a class with people half of my
size...but that shouldnt matter. I am who I am and there isnt any
changing it. I am ok with who I am. I had a BIG fight with my parents
last night. I hate fighintg because they gang up on me and break me
down and TELL me Im depressed and always angry. They dont understand
that I am so so SO happy!!! I wish I could tell them or have someone
else tell them...but I cant...all I can do is pray that my 18th
birthday comes sooner than later!!! Adios!!!
Suzanne