Don't think about all those things you fear...just be glad to be..

[dancinqt742]

so...here i am...sick again today. I got my homework...i actually made a good honest attempt to get alot of it done. Too bad i'm REALLY LOST w/ all of it. My teacher in trig didn't send home any assignments..all i kno is i was supposed to make up a quiz form monday when i was absent. =\ yikes, man....i'm scared to go back...all my teachers are gunna be so hella pissed =[ I have to take a test in Chem as well....and i didn't learn the whole half part of it cuz i've been sick. I have a test in Eng. AP over a play we've been reading....and i have a chapter test in Alg. 2 on monday as well and i have 2 assignments that i have no idea how to start. I'M SO EFFIN STRESSED :*[ I just want someone to hold me. I want someone to SHOW that they care. I mean I got really happy today when Teresa showed up and cheered me up. Then Nate called and was like, "u gunna let me in or should i just keep knocking?" so those two and me and my mom went to Boston Market for dinner. That was fun...i've missed those 2 so much. We're gunna go to lynwood in the near future and get Arelio's for dinner where my aunt works so i can see her. =] That makes me a lil happier.

I tried callin B twice...and i told nate and ben to stop by after they all work out..but if nate already came over, i doubt he'll bring branden over again. I hope ben comes over...i need someone to sit w/. =\

I got my meds today. I have to take four pills twice a day. As if i don't take like, 8 pills already. =[ I HATE THIS, and they're so big and taste so bad. Ugh, all i ever do is complain....

i'm gunna go watch friends =[ hopefully that will cheer me up.