Romance is worth the beating...
stayed home from skool again today. must sound like i'm a huge loser cuza the reason why but here i go, lol. This morning when i woke up i got up and pressed the snooze button like always. ^.^ When i was laying back down i normally throw my self on the bed cuz i wanna sleep forever....but this time....i managed to attack the back of my head w/ the wooden back of my bed. I bet it looked funny....i hit it so hard i bounced back up...i didn't laugh however since i immediently got a headache and stomach ache. I tried getting ready for skool...that didn't go over too well. I started crying when i told my mom everything and she let me lay down for an hour. Then we got to the skool.....and i was so scared i couldn't make it to my locker cuz i felt so sick so we went home. She called the doctor for my blood test results and they said they have to send 'em to Missouri =[ It'll be awhile before i find out if i have an ulcer and get medicine. =\
anyways...i basically spent my whole weekend w/ Jake...and i loved it. I miss that kid...i can't get enough. =] hehe. I want him to come over and sit outside w/ me...i haven't left this room all day =[ Hopefully my mommy will let him...but she lets me do so much more stuff w/ Jake then anyone else so i bet she will. YAY!
BAH, lol i feel sick again =[ I'm gunna leave u all w/ something Ben sent me and then his away msg. I love that kid..even tho we go thru some times where he lies on my couch and i listen to music and we don't talk...i kno we'll be ok and i kno i'll still love him. =] he cares...i love it...
EboLa10483 (12:48:52 PM): I am not going anywhere. When you are ready to talk to me you know how to get ahold of me. I wish I could take care of you right now. You dont have to be sorry. I wrote the saying on my away message when I was lookng at your buddy icon wondering if I should say anything, or what I should say. It helped me relax a little bit by writing it. If I am dragging you down at all I am really sorry. I hope you get better (with whatever is wrong). Eat baby, there will be a new sunrise tomorrow to lighten up your world.
His away msg~
I want to know your secrets. I want to know the truth. Life is full of misconceptions. Stars come to mind when I imagine the pitiful meaning of truth. The radiance of a star can last many life times after it has disappeared. When you realize that bright light is really just a misconception of what the star once was, you depend on it. Glancing at the stars every night just searching for that one star. Waiting for darkness to fall to find that star. All are just obstacles you must overcome to find that one, only star. The light vanishes and the truth comes, the nothingness that was once so depended on is gone without warning. Why does that light take so long to disappear? Why do stars hide behind their light? I want to know your secrets. I want to know the truth. I want to know the star.
anyways...i basically spent my whole weekend w/ Jake...and i loved it. I miss that kid...i can't get enough. =] hehe. I want him to come over and sit outside w/ me...i haven't left this room all day =[ Hopefully my mommy will let him...but she lets me do so much more stuff w/ Jake then anyone else so i bet she will. YAY!
BAH, lol i feel sick again =[ I'm gunna leave u all w/ something Ben sent me and then his away msg. I love that kid..even tho we go thru some times where he lies on my couch and i listen to music and we don't talk...i kno we'll be ok and i kno i'll still love him. =] he cares...i love it...
EboLa10483 (12:48:52 PM): I am not going anywhere. When you are ready to talk to me you know how to get ahold of me. I wish I could take care of you right now. You dont have to be sorry. I wrote the saying on my away message when I was lookng at your buddy icon wondering if I should say anything, or what I should say. It helped me relax a little bit by writing it. If I am dragging you down at all I am really sorry. I hope you get better (with whatever is wrong). Eat baby, there will be a new sunrise tomorrow to lighten up your world.
His away msg~
I want to know your secrets. I want to know the truth. Life is full of misconceptions. Stars come to mind when I imagine the pitiful meaning of truth. The radiance of a star can last many life times after it has disappeared. When you realize that bright light is really just a misconception of what the star once was, you depend on it. Glancing at the stars every night just searching for that one star. Waiting for darkness to fall to find that star. All are just obstacles you must overcome to find that one, only star. The light vanishes and the truth comes, the nothingness that was once so depended on is gone without warning. Why does that light take so long to disappear? Why do stars hide behind their light? I want to know your secrets. I want to know the truth. I want to know the star.