May 13, 2006 21:24
i need to get stuff out and it's easier to write them out. so here goes.
why does my life have to be so gayyy. i can't do anything. it blows. i wanted to go to the movies tonight but no, my brother says, "i might need my car." why the fuck would you need your car when i would be home by 9:30 and you wouldn't leave till 10? eff that shit.
guys....i don't even bother with them anymore. i was gonna call Jamie up today just to talk but eff it, i didn't want to. calling and talking to him is so gay sometimes. he can't keep up a conversation for crap. it's always like, "hey. what's up.....oh not much, you?....eh, nothing really...sooooooo" shoot me why don't you...so yeah..that's why i gave up.
may is boring. i mean nothing's going on.
so yeah, these dudes came to my house today talking to me bout the bible and all that stuff...and then one of them asks this question, "as a teenager, what do you think would be hard for you in the real world?" or something like that...so i tell him independence...i don't have any so how the heck am i supposed to cope when i'm in college and what not?....yeah, so that was it...it reminded me of my gay parents and they're gay rules.
school's dumb too...it's like i've got junioritis or something. how dumb is that?
finding a job is not working for me either. it's a pain in the ass and i gave up on it.
i was gonna buy my mom a mother's day present/bday present but it's so freakin pointless because i don't have my own money so it's like i'm buying my mom a present with her money...how messed up is that?
ok i'm done freakin complaining. i'm going over dorela's to give her a movie...
later