well then it all began
so it all began, the uncontrolled spin downward until i reach the bottom. i don't kno how long the rabbit hole is, but hopefully soon i will reach the bottom. thankfully you are coming soon, it will be good for me; i miss you, i hold you high in my life. you are some one that keeps me smiling, happy. you are my lover, my best friend. i thank you for keeping me happy. it will end, all this shit in my mind. hopefully it will dwindle away like all the other shit, i just wish it didn't happen during this time of the year. end