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For years now I have watched certain people do a certain amount of "bad things" These "bad things" are not important in life, as i have discovered. Looking back on certain people who still do these "bad things" makes me sad, for only one reason. They don't understand that all they have to do, is find themselves, who and what they are in the world. i used to think all that mattered was that "fat bowl" i would get to smoke at the end of the day, we my parents were asleep. I really do laugh at myself, because now, even as i write this, i still want that "fat bowl" at the end of the day. But now for the only one reason that keeps me going(myself) i know that i don't want that "fat bowl". i have found myself, and my purpose in the world: to live, to grow, to learn, to watch, to listen, to see, the list goes on.
Within all my thoughts i have found out that not everyone will find their purpose in the world. But they will try, and in trying they will grow, and learn. i have put myself in other peoples shoes and looked though other peoples eyes. i haven't found anything out in there, but i'll keep looking, for what i don't really care. i just want to find more.
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For the person i have "forgotten" about, you know who you are. i haven't moved on from you or anything. i was looking for myself. I'm not refusing to talk, i don't hate you, i don't like you any less. you are my sam, you can never leave me and i could never leave you. let me keep looking at myself and the other people i have chosen to be around. i'm helping them find their way, they are starting to see the world through sober eyes, and they say the world is very bright. it's funny because it really is a bright world.
dylan
Within all my thoughts i have found out that not everyone will find their purpose in the world. But they will try, and in trying they will grow, and learn. i have put myself in other peoples shoes and looked though other peoples eyes. i haven't found anything out in there, but i'll keep looking, for what i don't really care. i just want to find more.
******
For the person i have "forgotten" about, you know who you are. i haven't moved on from you or anything. i was looking for myself. I'm not refusing to talk, i don't hate you, i don't like you any less. you are my sam, you can never leave me and i could never leave you. let me keep looking at myself and the other people i have chosen to be around. i'm helping them find their way, they are starting to see the world through sober eyes, and they say the world is very bright. it's funny because it really is a bright world.
dylan