kinda crappy day
well its really not that bad... i didnt go to work on time... i was gonna go whenever jay woke up but... russ called here and told him that i needed to come in now... so i got dressed... iwas gonna jus say that i slept in which is kinda true... then a minute before we left russ called back and said that mary said not to come in... well last night i drank of course.... i wasnt too drunk but i did go to bed at around 9 this morning... jay passed out at around hmmm 4ish... me and his friend gunther, from ohio sat up played on the computer and talked all night.. and the morning...he's really nice...earlier in the evening... jay,tony and gunther and me were all in jays room.. i was playing with the dog and jay was plastered off his ass..lol... then he told me to take off my shirt and kept harrassing me... i knew what he wanted but im sick of him parading my freakyness around to everyone... its starting to piss me off alot... i didnt feel like it nor was i drunk enough for what he had in mind..lol... what a sicko.. well... gunther... who looks like colin ferrell stayed up and talked to me... he didnt once try to get in my pants... we talked the whole night... he's such a sweet heart,, i does construction back in ohio... but he's going to be a chef... its pretty sweet... ya kno.. the thing i hate is wen u cant tell if that direct look into your eyes when in a conversation with someone means that theres more to it or that your so lonely thatyou see only wat u want.. its crazy... well he's sleeping now... jays talking to craig in the kitchen.. i jus finish cleaning his room which is a complete disaster area.. or was a disaster area at least... but im gonna go have smoke so ttyl... tootles