Nov 23, 2005 23:09
Once again I am only updating because I'm sick of clicking my link to livejournal and seeing my last entry talking about when I was all depressed and whatnot. I still pretty much hate school but I've been working even harder at it and it's starting to get a little better. That probably sounds weird that working hard makes it better but it feels better when you egt there to know that you are prepared for a test or whatever it will throw at you. I guess it's kind of the same with life. It's a lot easier when you are ready for whatever might be coming at you rather than feeling unprepared and then having to freak out when things get stressful. I'm such a nerd; oh well, deal with it.
So it is almost Thanksgiving which I am really excited about. Of couse because of the food and everything but I'm really excited about getting to see my family. I haven't seen them in forever it seems like so tomorrow should turn out to be fun. I think I'm also excited just to have some time off.
I can't stand how I am obsessed with music. ahhhhh. It is so hard to describe it, I feel like I have a relationship with it almost. Today my sister and I listened to Ohio is for Lovers in my car and my sister doesn't even like that stuff, she is like a hard core rap fan but there we were... windows down, volume up...just going crazy and it was probably the most fun I had today. And then there is playing it which is indescribable when you finally get it right. Sorry for people that don't understand, which is a lot of my friends...they think I'm weird because of it but they are really missing out.
Well other than that life has been treating me nicely. I am so spoiled though it's unbelievable. I hate complaining about something like that but I feel bad for those who don't have any of the things that I do. I complain about my life being difficult while some people may not even have anything to eat tomorrow on Thanksgiving and they will still probably think of more things to be thankful for than I will.
Oh ya, I've neglected to mention Greg but I haven't really known what to say. I hope we can spend more time together but right now his parents are really preventing us from hanging out. I'm not sure why, maybe because we are far apart in age but I really don't think age has a big effect as long as we get along well. Infact I feel more comfortable dating someone younger than someone older because I don't feel as intimidated or expected of things. Oh well, I'm just letting time run its course on this one and hoping things work out.
Ok well I think that post was long enough. Happy Thanksgiving everyone and thanks for reading, later.