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So its summer...why am I not happier? I miss everyone and I miss seeing ppl at school...I even miss Ms. Gazells class. Summer is good and all but right now I feel like am just wasting my time and until I have my license I cannot be productive. I hate time...it is sooo i dono...i just dont like it.
Whatever I am babbling on about nothing.
I saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants yesturday and that was decent, not exactly like the book tho which pissed me off.
I hate how everything I do is so insignificant and how people's worries are so stupid. What I worry about everyday is so stupid and will never matter. There are people involuntarily dying, they'd love to worry about the things I worry about, and yet I still complain. I'm so selfish and I don't know how not to be, America is selfish, the world is selfish.
Everyone who knows Casey/CJ Myers...please pray for him and his family. His dad is dying, probably going to die this summer and somehow he still puts a smile on his face. His brother is pretty much psycho and they always fight but he still seems happy...but it may be just on the outside...I imagine he is probably hurting really bad inside.
Chris LaTonas mom isn't doing well either...so many people are dying. I want to stop it, I want to figure out how to help them but it is impossible, there is not enough time...which is another reason I hate time.
Whatever, no sense in me being sad over what I can't help. I just feel like nothing really matter in the big scheme of things...I can do lots of good things, i can have fun, but am i really making any kind of impact on humanity?
ok...sorry you ppl have to read all of this crap...i dono why im writing about it. I guess the summer just gives me time to thing about these things and to really appreciate what I have. Now Im gunna go tho so...cya
Whatever I am babbling on about nothing.
I saw the sisterhood of the traveling pants yesturday and that was decent, not exactly like the book tho which pissed me off.
I hate how everything I do is so insignificant and how people's worries are so stupid. What I worry about everyday is so stupid and will never matter. There are people involuntarily dying, they'd love to worry about the things I worry about, and yet I still complain. I'm so selfish and I don't know how not to be, America is selfish, the world is selfish.
Everyone who knows Casey/CJ Myers...please pray for him and his family. His dad is dying, probably going to die this summer and somehow he still puts a smile on his face. His brother is pretty much psycho and they always fight but he still seems happy...but it may be just on the outside...I imagine he is probably hurting really bad inside.
Chris LaTonas mom isn't doing well either...so many people are dying. I want to stop it, I want to figure out how to help them but it is impossible, there is not enough time...which is another reason I hate time.
Whatever, no sense in me being sad over what I can't help. I just feel like nothing really matter in the big scheme of things...I can do lots of good things, i can have fun, but am i really making any kind of impact on humanity?
ok...sorry you ppl have to read all of this crap...i dono why im writing about it. I guess the summer just gives me time to thing about these things and to really appreciate what I have. Now Im gunna go tho so...cya