Unfinished Business

[dancinjdc1]

(^This is for u, Katie!!! MUAH!)

It’s been a while since I wrote this. I never finished it; just made a list of what I wanted to write about.

1) Mom’s theory
2) Anger
3) Flaunting the mix
4) Target clothes
5) Movies
6) Morgan came over
7) Where imam live
8) How weird this all feels
9) Im gonna get dumped as soon as he’s back
10) Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd Thursday night

1) Mom’s theory I think refers to the fact that Katie is a battered woman…. But that; was MY theory so I dunno. I know mom has a theory about how growing to like someone is better than the intense passionate thing. Which I hafta agree w/… growing to like Greg has worked out quite well. I stil get kinda “I miss him” when I’m not around him, but I can go on w/ life when he’s not around. Not like Justin when I was sitting in math class and it was so painful b/c I just wanted to c him. As awesome as that felt inside, it was also very unproductive.

2) Anger I think refers to the fact that I was more ANGRY at Justin @ that point than nething.

3) Flaunting the mix… has got to be that he was flaunting the fact that Joya was a mix of Katie and I. And she’s fatter than the both of us. Meh.

4) Target clothes… Katie and I bought like $200 worth of clothes and jewelry to look H-O-T at All-Stars…I kept the tags on and returned them almost a month later.

5) Movies? I dunno… Katie and I rented movies lol

6) Morgan came over… I dunno… I guess she just came over.

7) I have NO CLUE what imam is. Maybe it’s imam… which (cross ur fingers) will be in Michael’s room during the summer.

8) The whole situation felt weird. In essence, both Katie and I got dumped at the same time, by the same guy, went to one another for comfort, and pretty much grieved w/ one another, helping e/o get over it while still semi-trying to get the same guy back. It was odd.

We were so dependant on each other, so needy. I know if she had been a guy or I had been a guy something would have happened between us (i.e. the Casey situation). Buuuuuuut neither of us are lesbians.

9) I’m gonna get dumped as soon as he;s back refers to the fact that I was just waiting for him to come back to Katie so I could be dumped. Then I’d be left to my own devices to seek solace and comfort. I am SO GLAD Dylan Watkins came down when he did. He was a lifesaver and beyond, to be honest.

I think that’s all that entry was about.