The Back Still Burns
Why is it that I feel like I've been dumped or as if I am back in the 8th grade and I just found out that the boy I like doesn't feel the same way? All that happened is that he needs to go spend the night at Chuck's so that they can finisht he car in the morning.
But he could have come downtown first, couldn't he have?
But then he IS relying on Chuck to drive.
But then again why should we spend every waking moment together? We're not together.
He made a few allusions to it last night at the fort when we were drunk. I changed the subject. Out of fear. Mostly. He made a few other allusions but I was too drunk to remember what they were. When we were at Wally World I def was talking about how "i was sorta seeing this giy but not really and he'd been acting like an asshole lately."
He told me before he thinks he should treat me better and not like an asshole. I should ask for an example next time. If he doesn't efven know it, he'g not gonna change. And frankly it IS starting to hurt.
The chase is over. He has better things to think aobut now. He's got me. He can leave me on the back burner until he wants me. Then he'll be sweet.