I wish the pic would change. Why does it hurt?
Dylan Watkins, I fucking love u with every fiber of my being! This kid drove all the way form UF to Orlando last night at 11:30pm to arrive at 1am because I was feeling sad and lonely. (Ok, he was too and there was companionship and comfort in it for him, too but that's beside the point!) We cuddled until like 5am when we finally drifted off to sleep talking about his Diana situation and my wntire LIFE situation haha. He is fucking amazing! Then this morning, Mom woke him up to play Resident Evil b/c she was stuck on a boss level. I prepared bfast and they played video games. What's wrong w/ this picture? LoL.
I'm waxing and waning. I told him last night I was waning. This morning the waxing began again. And now I am doing exactly what Faith warns me not to. Blah.
This is the first time that I haven't been dissappointed with what I imagine in my head vs what actually happens. In fact, the opposite. Some instances have been better. Like the AS apology w/ Mel and Kera and Dylan. I dunno I dunno I dunno I dunno I dunno!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm glad Morgan in here w/ me...at the same time I'm not. Things could have been different.
I'm waxing and waning. I told him last night I was waning. This morning the waxing began again. And now I am doing exactly what Faith warns me not to. Blah.
This is the first time that I haven't been dissappointed with what I imagine in my head vs what actually happens. In fact, the opposite. Some instances have been better. Like the AS apology w/ Mel and Kera and Dylan. I dunno I dunno I dunno I dunno I dunno!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm glad Morgan in here w/ me...at the same time I'm not. Things could have been different.