Another Tick Mark
It always happens to me. Time and time again. I should be used to it by now. Yet I'm not. I'm not becasue I still desire it so badly. Almost more than anything. Almost more than... what Jill, Brittany, Ann, Katie, Kerron and I have in common. And I still, even to this day, naively hope and wish that every time it will really be truth. But it rarely is. Why?
Is my recent one fated to be just another notch on the tree? Just another fallen wish? Just another wound to my already broken soul?
Am I tainted forever? From something that happened when I was FOURTEEN? I was a baby! Why does it keep following me while HE sleeps soundly at night?
Why can't I feel?
Is my recent one fated to be just another notch on the tree? Just another fallen wish? Just another wound to my already broken soul?
Am I tainted forever? From something that happened when I was FOURTEEN? I was a baby! Why does it keep following me while HE sleeps soundly at night?
Why can't I feel?