i'm stuck
i'm in a really bad place right now, financially. i should have never gotten any credit cards of any kind. one i pay them off AGAIN, i'm getting rid of them. then i won't have to worry about paying for them anymore. i have 2 dollars in the bank right now. i don't have any money left on my credit cards. i have 2 more paychecks until i won't be getting paid anymore (at least until i find another job). i'll get about 230 from those 2 paychecks, and i'll get about a 230 dollar income tax check within the next week or so. so i'll have about 460 to get by until i find another job. i have 260 due for rent on the first, about 70 for my phone bill due the week after that, and about 60 in credit card bills that are due around the same time. and not the mention, mary and i don't have a place to stay in atlanta next week for the 2 days we will be there for justin timberlake. SO we have to get a hotel. can i afford a hotel room right now? no, i can't. so i don't know what we're gonna do. because i have to help with gas, and get food while i'm there. then, i have to have money for food when i'm in new york too. it'll be good to get out of town for a week, but i'm gonna be stressed out the whole time knowing i have to come home and work my ass off to find a job and start getting some income. i mean, i know some people are a lot worse off than i am, but i've never been in this situation before. i'm on my own, i'm not living off my parents anymore. they would help me if they could right now, but they're struggling enough as it is already. i mean we just had to pay 500 to get my car fixed because some asshole that hit me didn't have insurance. my dad called him today and told him we're gonna sue him if he doesn't get 500 bucks to my dad by friday though. anyway, i'm stuck in this town, our lease is up in less than 2 months, we don't know where we're gonna go. i don't want to move back home. i can't move back home. i just won't. so if anyone knows of a job opening, or anyone is looking for a roommate or 2, or if anyone could give me a ride to work or home from work, please let me know. thanks. i'm desperate, and i hate being like this. i hate asking people for help. i don't feel like i deserve for anyone to help me out as much as i need it. anyway, i've just had a bad week. there's not really anything going right in my life right now. 4 days left of work with no job to go to afterwards, no money, nowhere to move after my lease is up, neither of the boys i want attention from are paying none whatsoever to me, people are flakey, people are assholes, i'm just so over this place. i'm over the people here too, except for a select few. ok, i'm so done complaining now. sorry.