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i've got so many things running through my mind right now.
i'm getting to the point of being depressed over not having a guy in my life. not necessarily a boyfriend, but just someone i can rely on to be there for me. mainly so that i feel more wanted than i do right now. i still don't think i'm ready for another full-blown boyfriend/girlfriend relationship yet. i'm still working on that. i just want someone i can count on. someone to hang out with and have fun with. i don't believe there is anyone for me here though. i need to get out of pace/pensacola and start moving on with my life.
lately, i've been feeling somewhat unwanted and unappreciated. i'm not blaming my friends for this at all. i think it's more my fault. everyone seems to be more busy than i am. people have things to do, people to see. i don't have that. i mean yeah, i go to school and i work, but that doesn't take up too much of my time. maybe finding another job will do more for me than just give me more money. i won't have so much time to sit around by myself and dwell on things like i am now, while my friends are all busy.
this week is going to be stressful for me. i won't have my car, so my dad and i are having to figure out a way for me to get to school and work, and for him to get to work and back also. plus, my sister has to be at the airport at 1 on tuesday. i won't have a car, so i'll have to walk to my classes and carry my books with me. it's not going to be a good day for me.
mary and i are still trying to move out. we still want to be in an apartment by the end of the year. but we need a 3rd roommate. it's 100 bucks cheaper if we get a 3rd person and get a 3 bedroom. i just wish someone was looking to move out really soon. so if you're reading this, and you or someone you know are wanting to move out, please please please let me know. just as long as it's not someone creepy or anything.
and i just need a haircut. is that so much to ask?
i'm getting to the point of being depressed over not having a guy in my life. not necessarily a boyfriend, but just someone i can rely on to be there for me. mainly so that i feel more wanted than i do right now. i still don't think i'm ready for another full-blown boyfriend/girlfriend relationship yet. i'm still working on that. i just want someone i can count on. someone to hang out with and have fun with. i don't believe there is anyone for me here though. i need to get out of pace/pensacola and start moving on with my life.
lately, i've been feeling somewhat unwanted and unappreciated. i'm not blaming my friends for this at all. i think it's more my fault. everyone seems to be more busy than i am. people have things to do, people to see. i don't have that. i mean yeah, i go to school and i work, but that doesn't take up too much of my time. maybe finding another job will do more for me than just give me more money. i won't have so much time to sit around by myself and dwell on things like i am now, while my friends are all busy.
this week is going to be stressful for me. i won't have my car, so my dad and i are having to figure out a way for me to get to school and work, and for him to get to work and back also. plus, my sister has to be at the airport at 1 on tuesday. i won't have a car, so i'll have to walk to my classes and carry my books with me. it's not going to be a good day for me.
mary and i are still trying to move out. we still want to be in an apartment by the end of the year. but we need a 3rd roommate. it's 100 bucks cheaper if we get a 3rd person and get a 3 bedroom. i just wish someone was looking to move out really soon. so if you're reading this, and you or someone you know are wanting to move out, please please please let me know. just as long as it's not someone creepy or anything.
and i just need a haircut. is that so much to ask?