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i never write in this.
probably because people dont need to know my business...
the ones who do know, its because i personally share it with them.
but tonight, its different.
im listening to ESPN on tv. yes, ive taken to watching it late at night.
you know, just so sommmeettimmesss when he would bring up sports, i would kind of have an idea of what was going on.
my heart is in my throat.
it burns to hold tears back.
i look back at this year...where did we go?
there used to be no one else in this world who could make me happy.
now its only me.
sam and petisco...such a young and loveable relationship. im sooo happy for her. ans jealous at the same time. i remember when that was me.
5 minutes.
5 minutes and im already alone and confused and...a mess.
probably because people dont need to know my business...
the ones who do know, its because i personally share it with them.
but tonight, its different.
im listening to ESPN on tv. yes, ive taken to watching it late at night.
you know, just so sommmeettimmesss when he would bring up sports, i would kind of have an idea of what was going on.
my heart is in my throat.
it burns to hold tears back.
i look back at this year...where did we go?
there used to be no one else in this world who could make me happy.
now its only me.
sam and petisco...such a young and loveable relationship. im sooo happy for her. ans jealous at the same time. i remember when that was me.
5 minutes.
5 minutes and im already alone and confused and...a mess.