sparrow
so apparently one of the biggest douche bags i know respects me because every time he has tried to give me shit, be condescending, and bring me down, i have always thrown it right back at him and have shut it down.
pretty good compliment, i guess.
then, i was told that i "am best friend a boy could ask for."
which makes me laugh, but makes me smile at the same time.
i sure hope so.
also, if another person assumes that they know all about me just because of how i act and dress, i just may stab them in the ear.
let me make it perfectly clear.
all of your assumptions about me are 98% wrong.
ever.fucking.time.
what you see is what i want you to see.
who in their right mind would want you to see the darkness of their past??
the pain, manipulation, abuse, insecurities etc.
why would i do that? so you can feel sorry for me? fuck that noise.
i have grown up and out of it. for myself, and mostly, by myself.
i guess i should take your assumptions as a compliment, that i have done an excellent job of covering up everything that i have had to work through, heal, and come to terms with in the last five years.
but, let me make this clear.
you dont know me. so dont even try to bring me down with your malicious and manipulative acts. i will surprise you every time.
no one gets to bring me down except for myself.
and that is a fact.
...whew. it feels good to type again.
pretty good compliment, i guess.
then, i was told that i "am best friend a boy could ask for."
which makes me laugh, but makes me smile at the same time.
i sure hope so.
also, if another person assumes that they know all about me just because of how i act and dress, i just may stab them in the ear.
let me make it perfectly clear.
all of your assumptions about me are 98% wrong.
ever.fucking.time.
what you see is what i want you to see.
who in their right mind would want you to see the darkness of their past??
the pain, manipulation, abuse, insecurities etc.
why would i do that? so you can feel sorry for me? fuck that noise.
i have grown up and out of it. for myself, and mostly, by myself.
i guess i should take your assumptions as a compliment, that i have done an excellent job of covering up everything that i have had to work through, heal, and come to terms with in the last five years.
but, let me make this clear.
you dont know me. so dont even try to bring me down with your malicious and manipulative acts. i will surprise you every time.
no one gets to bring me down except for myself.
and that is a fact.
...whew. it feels good to type again.