Whoever tells you "if you put forth your best effort, you'll make it" is a liar!!!
So today was a really good day and I was in a really good mood. I don't even know what put me in the good mood... I guess I'm happy with the way my life is going right now and all the little things that have been bothering me lately just seemed to not matter anymore. Honestly, for a couple of weeks I felt like I was losing my best friend; that somehow, even though we are so close, we were drifting apart. And I recently realized that that isn't the case at all and that we will be friends for a long time to come!!! So school was okay today and I didn't have that much homework. I went to dance team and it wasn't terrible, other than that we worked really hard and Stacey kept getting pissed off because people wouldn't shut up... the good news is that I got to sit out the last time, along with 3 other people, because we smiled the whole time : ) After practice I went up to the studio to see the postings for Company and that's when I got REALLY upset.... I kept all my spots from last year, so that's good and all, but for my last year at the studio and my THIRD year in company, I figured I would be in the select ballet ensemble. But no... she puts people that aren't even in company and people that I KNOW I'm better than *barb* in it, but not me. So I'm extremely pissed off at Ms. Mary right now and I need to go talk 2 her to find out what the heck happened. And she can't use the excuse that I came late yesterday because Colleen got there at the same time as me and she made it. So my good mood is totally down the drain and all I feel like doing right now is crying....