Okay...so..
Everyone has full rights to laugh at me for being a total emo fag. Because seriously...last night was ridiculous.
So after leaving the party in good spirits even though I was jittery(happens sometimes), on the way home I started feeling kinda....bleerrrghhhish.
Eventually I managed to eat something and I watched the Lion King and KochiKame. I was feelin' pretty good.
Since I have work today I wanted to get to bed at a reasonable hour.
However, the second I laid down in bed every sort of bad feeling and bad thought was like punching through my head. I shook it off and started playing a video game but then I got frustrated because the dropped item I needed weren't being dropped.
So I laid back down and tried to sleep.
And all of a sudden I started BAWLING. Like a fucking three year old girl. What was worse is that I was embarrassed for crying. Which made me cry even more. It was TERRIBLE.
But I thought, okay...every now and then I just cry and its sorta like.....all the backed up dam water runs through and I calm down and get tired.
But then when I finally stopped I wasn't tired at all. I WAS WIDE AWAKE UNTIL 4AM!!
What the hell Lydia? Seriously.
Oh. But...Lol....Part of why I started crying was because I hella miss Super Tomodachi and Chanto Three XD
When you guys get back I'm going to stitch myself to your back(probably tracy since she's the tallest and then we can become THE TALLEST OTAKU EVERRRRRRR).
Okay. Emofag post over.
On a funny note, I took the starbucks WebMD health quotient thingy(its a little quiz that if you take it your health insurance payment is lowered considerably) and ...first I messed up and put that I weigh 194lbs. I'd......no. That's never going to happen unless I'm having a litter of children(not likely since I'll join a nunnery in a year or so)
So I had to go back and edit that one.
And at the end of the quiz they tell you "Here's what you can do to improve"
Normally I get exercise more and eat better but since I've been exercising it just....told me to eat healthier .
But I love hamburgers TT_TT
So after leaving the party in good spirits even though I was jittery(happens sometimes), on the way home I started feeling kinda....bleerrrghhhish.
Eventually I managed to eat something and I watched the Lion King and KochiKame. I was feelin' pretty good.
Since I have work today I wanted to get to bed at a reasonable hour.
However, the second I laid down in bed every sort of bad feeling and bad thought was like punching through my head. I shook it off and started playing a video game but then I got frustrated because the dropped item I needed weren't being dropped.
So I laid back down and tried to sleep.
And all of a sudden I started BAWLING. Like a fucking three year old girl. What was worse is that I was embarrassed for crying. Which made me cry even more. It was TERRIBLE.
But I thought, okay...every now and then I just cry and its sorta like.....all the backed up dam water runs through and I calm down and get tired.
But then when I finally stopped I wasn't tired at all. I WAS WIDE AWAKE UNTIL 4AM!!
What the hell Lydia? Seriously.
Oh. But...Lol....Part of why I started crying was because I hella miss Super Tomodachi and Chanto Three XD
When you guys get back I'm going to stitch myself to your back(probably tracy since she's the tallest and then we can become THE TALLEST OTAKU EVERRRRRRR).
Okay. Emofag post over.
On a funny note, I took the starbucks WebMD health quotient thingy(its a little quiz that if you take it your health insurance payment is lowered considerably) and ...first I messed up and put that I weigh 194lbs. I'd......no. That's never going to happen unless I'm having a litter of children(not likely since I'll join a nunnery in a year or so)
So I had to go back and edit that one.
And at the end of the quiz they tell you "Here's what you can do to improve"
Normally I get exercise more and eat better but since I've been exercising it just....told me to eat healthier .
But I love hamburgers TT_TT