confession/apology/reality slap/request
CONFESSION
We all talk about people behind their backs, even if we're closer to them than we could imagine, well, i did that, i did that ignorantly because i didnt know how she was feeling, i thought that she was just being selfish and that she wasnt thinking about the people around her but now i realize "why should she if the people around her don't care about her?" i've known that i have always cared about her...since WSS i've cared about her, so i never tried to screw her over or try to hurt her, and i guess that blinded me from the blunt attempts of other un-named people who enjoyed feeding on her dissapointment and i realize now how much i listened to other people and not her...let me restate that...i listened to every problem that she ever talked to me about...i guess i just didnt put myself into her shoes until the world picked me up by my ear and put me in them...she deserves 0.05% of the disappointments she has had thrown in her face (we all have to take a little credit for some things) and the fact that she is still in the department and the fact that she hasnt just shoved it all back up our asses makes me realize how great of a person she really is...
APOLOGY
I apologize for talking about Ariela behind her back, it wasnt often, but i did it, and im apologizing on livejournal because someone who is reading this may have heard me say something about her and i want them all to hear me take it back now too. I apologize for not knowing what it felt like to be in ur shoes and now that i understand it...i understand everything that you've done. I am the BIGGEST sorry from my WHOLE heart for ever saying anything about you...even if those things didnt really matter and were never repeated and never caused a problem because most of the time they were just girl talk...but girl talk might even be worse than gossip, i am sorry.
REALITY SLAP
I know how she feels to have what you want taken from your hand and thrown on the ground in front of you for everyone to step and stomp on. I hate high school...i hate the way some...most people are in our department and i would like to leave high school with my back to this department so they can get their last few knives in it and i can flick them off on my way to bigger and better things that actually matter in the world and when their world still revolves around this joke of a life we're all living...then i can laugh at them like they have me
REQUEST
I would like to request (if ariela would PLEASE join me)for the world to bend over because i think it's about time someone else took it up the ass.
With love for only some
celia
We all talk about people behind their backs, even if we're closer to them than we could imagine, well, i did that, i did that ignorantly because i didnt know how she was feeling, i thought that she was just being selfish and that she wasnt thinking about the people around her but now i realize "why should she if the people around her don't care about her?" i've known that i have always cared about her...since WSS i've cared about her, so i never tried to screw her over or try to hurt her, and i guess that blinded me from the blunt attempts of other un-named people who enjoyed feeding on her dissapointment and i realize now how much i listened to other people and not her...let me restate that...i listened to every problem that she ever talked to me about...i guess i just didnt put myself into her shoes until the world picked me up by my ear and put me in them...she deserves 0.05% of the disappointments she has had thrown in her face (we all have to take a little credit for some things) and the fact that she is still in the department and the fact that she hasnt just shoved it all back up our asses makes me realize how great of a person she really is...
APOLOGY
I apologize for talking about Ariela behind her back, it wasnt often, but i did it, and im apologizing on livejournal because someone who is reading this may have heard me say something about her and i want them all to hear me take it back now too. I apologize for not knowing what it felt like to be in ur shoes and now that i understand it...i understand everything that you've done. I am the BIGGEST sorry from my WHOLE heart for ever saying anything about you...even if those things didnt really matter and were never repeated and never caused a problem because most of the time they were just girl talk...but girl talk might even be worse than gossip, i am sorry.
REALITY SLAP
I know how she feels to have what you want taken from your hand and thrown on the ground in front of you for everyone to step and stomp on. I hate high school...i hate the way some...most people are in our department and i would like to leave high school with my back to this department so they can get their last few knives in it and i can flick them off on my way to bigger and better things that actually matter in the world and when their world still revolves around this joke of a life we're all living...then i can laugh at them like they have me
REQUEST
I would like to request (if ariela would PLEASE join me)for the world to bend over because i think it's about time someone else took it up the ass.
With love for only some
celia