fuck this
im done, im sick of trying, im sick of trying to help people, and looking beyond the way i feel to make someone else happy, bc all they do is not care, or trust me, so they just sneak around behind my back and treat me like an idiot, wtv, fuck friends, obviously high schoolers have forgotten the meaning of it at this point neways, i've had very few
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And I know everyone is going to read this but I don't care, you're more important. You know you're my best friend.
I didn't tell you because I didn't go out of my way to tell ANYONE. The people who know are the people who came to me and asked me. I wasn't going to lie...but I also wasn't going to go out of my way and put it out there like "Hey! guess what i'm doing in my personal life?" you know?
And what happened to our agreement to not even talk about him? Don't you remember that?
You gusy told m,e to make decisions for myself so I did....I did what I thought would make me happy and what i thought was right. I didn't do anything behind your back. He and I chose to keep it on the D.L. and we did and it was working really well..things were going well. Between both you and me and he and I.
I hope you understand where I'm coming from. I understand why you're pissed off but honeslty, I don't have a problem. I'm not mad. If you're mad..please TALK TO ME ABOUt IT. I don't have a problem but I know you do. I didn't do anything wrong. I guess you're just mad b/c you think I lied to you or intentionally did it behind your back. But I didn't. we simply wanted to keep it low profile and not make it EVERYONE'S BUSINESS. because its not. Our relationship is between me, him, and God.
I hiopeo you understand where I'm coming from and I hope we can put this behind us. Celia, you know you're my best friend and I love you. I'd never intentionally hurt you..I'm sorry if I did.
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