Work Sux
Hi,
Whats up? I hate my job. I want to get another one so badly, but it just seems like so much effort. I guess if I really hated it that much, I'd be more motivated to change things. Its not bad when I get to work the service desk, I just hate cashiering. Anyways, I'm really tired cuz I stayed up late last night and had to get up early and work all day. And the rest of my spring break weekend is ruined too cuz I have to work ALL day tomorrow. BLEH! Visiting my family in Tampa was pretty cool. I'm glad I made the decision to do that instead of going to the beach, for a number of reasons. I got some clothes, that was really cool. And my parents have high speed internet thats faster than mine, so I downloaded a shitload of new Hybrid stuff that I'm really excited about it. I havent gotten to listen to it yet, I'm starting now. So far it all sounds good, but I'm not surprised...a lot of cool vocal stuff.
Okay, so, the only reason I'm not completely freaking out right now is because I'm so exhausted. I did freak out a bit yesterday, I know it'll just get worse as it gets closer. I hope Ant reads this today cuz I cant wait till he finds out. Guess who has Ultra tix.....2 of them....for March 23rd.....PVD, BT, Crystal Method, Roni Size, Goldie, Tiesto, do I need to keep going? Who's FUCKING GOING!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!!! I am so excited. And honestly, it wouldnt be the same without my Ant-dog and thats why I have his ticket sitting in my car glove compartment right now. I hope we have an even better time than we did last year. No falling asleep during PVD this time Ant!! WHOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!! Thats the only thing thats going to keep me motivated to study and work, knowing that I have that reward coming, and knowing that I have to earn back all the money I'm gonna spend.
So, I think I need to stop judging people's feelings for me based on how they react to certain situations. It always seems like if someone doesnt react towards me the way I would react towards them in that situation, I feel like my feelings are more than that person's and it stings me. I'm too sensitive. I got a hair straightner today, I'm kinda exicted about seeing how that works. I always like having new toys. I also need to try and figure out the hotel room situation cuz we probably need to start making reservations now. And I wanna split up a couple of the Hybrid sets on downloaded so I can get them on cd.
I miss Mandie a lot. She's in the Keys right now living it up, while I'm here working my butt off. And she's not coming to Ultra. :( Oh well, maybe next year. Ant, call me or im me or email me as soon as you get this cuz I wanna know that you found out and there are a couple other things we need to discuss. Thanks to Russ, we're going to be on our way exactly two weeks from today. Exactly two weeks from right now I will be dancing my little butt off to, um, we'll say Tiesto. WHOOOO! Okay, time to try and be productive.
Whats up? I hate my job. I want to get another one so badly, but it just seems like so much effort. I guess if I really hated it that much, I'd be more motivated to change things. Its not bad when I get to work the service desk, I just hate cashiering. Anyways, I'm really tired cuz I stayed up late last night and had to get up early and work all day. And the rest of my spring break weekend is ruined too cuz I have to work ALL day tomorrow. BLEH! Visiting my family in Tampa was pretty cool. I'm glad I made the decision to do that instead of going to the beach, for a number of reasons. I got some clothes, that was really cool. And my parents have high speed internet thats faster than mine, so I downloaded a shitload of new Hybrid stuff that I'm really excited about it. I havent gotten to listen to it yet, I'm starting now. So far it all sounds good, but I'm not surprised...a lot of cool vocal stuff.
Okay, so, the only reason I'm not completely freaking out right now is because I'm so exhausted. I did freak out a bit yesterday, I know it'll just get worse as it gets closer. I hope Ant reads this today cuz I cant wait till he finds out. Guess who has Ultra tix.....2 of them....for March 23rd.....PVD, BT, Crystal Method, Roni Size, Goldie, Tiesto, do I need to keep going? Who's FUCKING GOING!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!!! I am so excited. And honestly, it wouldnt be the same without my Ant-dog and thats why I have his ticket sitting in my car glove compartment right now. I hope we have an even better time than we did last year. No falling asleep during PVD this time Ant!! WHOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!! Thats the only thing thats going to keep me motivated to study and work, knowing that I have that reward coming, and knowing that I have to earn back all the money I'm gonna spend.
So, I think I need to stop judging people's feelings for me based on how they react to certain situations. It always seems like if someone doesnt react towards me the way I would react towards them in that situation, I feel like my feelings are more than that person's and it stings me. I'm too sensitive. I got a hair straightner today, I'm kinda exicted about seeing how that works. I always like having new toys. I also need to try and figure out the hotel room situation cuz we probably need to start making reservations now. And I wanna split up a couple of the Hybrid sets on downloaded so I can get them on cd.
I miss Mandie a lot. She's in the Keys right now living it up, while I'm here working my butt off. And she's not coming to Ultra. :( Oh well, maybe next year. Ant, call me or im me or email me as soon as you get this cuz I wanna know that you found out and there are a couple other things we need to discuss. Thanks to Russ, we're going to be on our way exactly two weeks from today. Exactly two weeks from right now I will be dancing my little butt off to, um, we'll say Tiesto. WHOOOO! Okay, time to try and be productive.