Oct 05, 2006 08:37
so im procrastinating at writing my essay for modern world. its about the patriot act and i really think its pretty slow. its hard to get into, and im having a rough time making myself write it. i guess i just have a hard time writing an essay that is so structured. i need more freedom in what im going to say because when you tell me what exactly my 5 sentences per paragraph have to be i can't make anything good. it all comes out like crap. ggzz i miss journalism and my freedom and wrting for the paper, and this was supposed to be my year. editor and chief and what do i get nothing mrs. G you screwed me out of my year. i have been in such a bad mood lately i should really try and work on that. i don't really want to see or talk to anyone today, so going to theatre is going to suck. and this boy is so...i get mad and he says tell me whats wrong so we can talk about it and work it out. you are amazing if only all other boys said that. but no. i know crap hole boys. well i really need to write this piece of crap so i guess i'll write sometime later.