Congradufuckulations
Wow i've realized so much lately how much i really despise this school...it's not even funny, people in it are so immature and rediculous...i love going to tech it's the only thing i look forward to each day...i've noticed i'm not really friends with people i used to be uber close with and the thing is, it doesn't bother me, i'm like in my own little world and once in a while other people will join me and they don't piss me off by being stupid or judmental and the thing that's great about them is that none of us talk shit about anyone we don't care about anyone else and we have so much fun just sitting there chilling, like this weekend i hung out with laura murphy and mike and we had so much fun xmas shopping and then going to wendy's and just sitting down and talking about random bullshit and it was awesome...what sucked was that it was sunday night and we couldn't chill longer.....i've realized a bunch of guys have been flirting with me and hitting on me more and i think that's pretty cool but at the same time idc i'm no longer in a state where i give a shit about anything i just go by what i kno or what i'm learning...life is just so much different now and i just feel numb but it's a good thing, i can actually smile and say "yea he was an asshole and i'm good now" no more complaining about shit that bothered me cuz nothing bothers me i'm like chilled out and that's the best i've ever been i guess i mean yea i get depressed but i get ok too it's great (= i'm numb and i like it