reflecting

[dancingrain89]

Came across a picture, of Chrissy Claire and I dancing in the rain a few summers ago. Wow actually it must have been in 8th grade. I definatly remember that day. We were talking to Brad on the phone, claire took the phone to say hello. And i noticed it had started raining, and since we were all in our swim suits from going to Fairway earlier that day. I ran out into the street and just started dancing. Chrissy and Claire followed me, and we just danced.
and danced
and danced
and laughed...
...I want to do that again...

so bad....
but who do i have to dance with?
who would want to dance in the rain,
and dance the cares and worries away..
laugh until we cry...

with me?

i wish i was how i used to be, i wish i could be like Peter Pan and the Lost Boys, and just live in Neverland forever.

but i guess if i think back to it. All of the hurt, the pain, the anger....8th grade was when all of that pain came back. That is when I talked. When I first spoke of the terror. Thats when things went downhill. and uphill at the same time..

all of our pain brought us together

oh the memories
of course there were bad memories
but far more good than bad.
it would be nice to go back
but i don't think i could..
i miss it,
but i think i'd miss life now far more..