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Im having mixed emotions about John, We are breaking up. Im sorry, Im sick of being hurt and used, Im always being taken advantage of and not taken seriously, I do not liked to be called bad names, and I do not want to be a back up. Valentines day should have been me and you, but you and your friends, Ignore me for a week then expect to e alright, take money from me and not even say thank you. Im just sick of being hurt, and im very depressed. I dont want attention but I dont know what I am to this world sometimes. Everyday i get called horrible homophobic names. I love being gay but I hate the gay life. All guys want to do is hook up and thats it, that is sad, and that is what gives the gay community a bad name.